I have used the small card pictured above in previous posts. I am using it again because it so perfectly illustrates a recent instance of pure joy in my life. I have three grandsons who I watch a few days through the week. On my day to pick up the oldest grandson at school, I waited in line for him outside of the building, holding the eleven month old baby boy in my arms, while the middle grandson stood beside me.

Something startled the baby. He tightened his grip upon me, and laid his head against my neck. I felt such joy as he rested against me, trusting that I would protect him from harm. In the midst of the sweetness of the moment, the middle grandson looked up at me and said, “Nanny, I love you so much.” Could my heart have swelled any larger with the joy of it, you might think not, but when my oldest grandson exited through the doorway, and his eyes and expression kindled with love, yes, my heart almost burst with joy.

“He gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them close to his heart.” [Isaiah 40:11]

In my relationship with Christ Jesus, I want to have the heart of these precious boys. I want to trust him, and know that he protects me from harm. I want to stay so close to him, he can gather me in his arms and carry me against his heart. I want to tell him that I love him so much…every day…more than once. I want to feel excitement and happiness…experience joy when I come into his presence. I want to always remember I am his child.